today everything kinda hit me all at once, I'm broke, got no job, falling into old habits and to top it all off my car broke down today!
i don't wanna sound all woe is me but seriously when is it gonna be my turn for things to work out!?? i cant take anymore shit going wrong.
I thought i had a grip on everything that's going on and i thought i was staying positive, but over the past few days I've just found myself more and more depressed? I don't wanna go back down the depression path but i seriously am in need of a huge pick me up or shit to turn around soon cause i feel a mass break down coming on....
everyone keeps sayin its ok, it will work out but at the end of the day it aint ok, im tryin to survive off $140 a week and thats if im lucky enough to get that much, im tryin to keep my chin up but its easier said than done!
anyways ill stop rambling n keep lookin for work.
-Ash
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